Life makes no sense
Because how could our little mind understand the great universal will behind everything? How could we explain what love is? Or the big mystic behind life and the creation? A small human mind wants to understand life… we don’t think that this will give us peace.
Life and our ways through it don’t make any sense. God’s will can not be understood by our conditioned point of view. We can catch a glance of its wisdom after some years when we look back and we feel that everything that happened, happened for a reason. When we open our minds, hearts and step back of our rational and delusive thinking we come to a point where we don’t want to understand life anymore.
We just surrender to it and trust that everything is a part of our process –
That we are blooming, growing and flowing with its flow. However life looks in the outside. Whatever people may think about us or our family or whoever.
Suddenly you don’t care for any sense, any opinion, anything in the world. Suddenly you get independent. Your only longing is peace in the mind, reconnection with the divine because you realised that nothing in the world can still your hunger. Nothing in the world can give you this love and peace your soul is deeply longing for.
And after you wandered through a period of darkness and loneliness, suffering and doubts you slowly find that shore, that deep security inside. You vaguely see a small tiny light in front of you. After all the challenges you got stronger in your faith, devotion and love. After you searched for a small shore you became the island in the ocean.
And suddenly everything makes sense.
And this new being is just content, grateful and humble. Every meeting, every circumstance, every bus it misses and every smelly Indian hotel room – EVERYTHING makes totally sense to this reconnected self. Everything is home, peaceful, beautiful – god’s creation.
Everything is part of your growing process and your INITIATION. Suffering is just a question of awareness. YOUR awareness.
Mela and Philipp